Don Leave Me

Happy belated bdae to Jian Ming

2005-08-21T22:14:00.000-07:00

Woah.. Realized that i have not written any entire since end of july till noe.

awwww. Felt guilty. Sorrie bloggy. lolx. kie.

Yesterday, Went to jian ming house to celebrate his brithdaY. MUAHAHA. His brother is soo Cute!!! I like his brother's name. Wei chong lei. Dunno whether when he grow up , the face will look like him not. hehex.

Hmm. did really did alot of things at his house. Cause most of the time we are like taking picture here and there. haha. Like never take picture before. bleahx.

Sigh. Dnt project need to hand in liao. dunno can finish in time not. hmmm, the atefact i think i ahve completed le. Now left the folio. ahhh. shake head. shake head. STUCK. Waste alot of papers... ARgh. tomorrow must go buy le. If not i cannot do. hehe. hope can buy the thick thick paper. Not those thin thin kind of paper. Those paper buy liao. use easer rub rub abit, became even more thin. then end up having a hole there. sian diao. lol.

hmm. dunno what else to say le. wait till i have the photos at jian ming house then i upload. hehe.

THE END

Breakaway

2005-07-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

The images still floats in my mind but, I know i can overcome them!!! Finally decided to erase off some part of my nick. I dunno for what reason that i have done that. But i guess i am recovering. Its seems like a good sign :)
My dnt project Still have not finished yet. Don't even dare to think about my foilo. Its even more worst. I remembered that the Instructor told me Not to think about the incident. Think about my project. I think what he says really makes sense to me. Okay. It does makes sense to everyone. What am i talking. oh well.. Nevermind. Yixin !!! Must not let fear from striking u out of the game!!! U must overcome the fear and win this game. Game = dnt lah. Means must score well for my Dnt.
That first phrase[ Dont let your fear from striking u out of the game ] is adapted frm the ' A cinderella story ' I like this phrase deeply. This phrase is said by Sam's dad in that movie. Currently obsessed(error) with that movie. hehex. Even my Breakaway Story also have connections with it. Its like i change the story loh. Hmm. The story goes on like this : Kelly parents died in an accident , then she was send to an orphanage. Her parents didnt make any will. There fore the money was given to her. But..... Blar blar. Then she wanted to breakaway from the life shes living in now. And start a fresh.
Hmm. Dunno whether when Mrs yee read it. What would she feels? heex. Thats all bahx.

Happy Sweet Sixteen Birthday Fengling!!!

Sometimes i hope You would understand me better. Don't ask me things that would makes me blow up. I know that no one is perfect. Inculding myself. I will try to change. And let you understand me better. I gussed this way it would benefits both of us.

Sorry.

Bukit Timah Primary School

2005-07-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

Today make a trip back to my primary school , Actually meet val at 10 a.m. Haiz. was late again. So went i reach the school, i went to the canteen to find them as chang zhi told me they were at there. But then when i reach there, I cant find them. So started calling val and changzhi. No respond from them. So walk walk walk around the canteen. Luckily i saw a familar person. Clarence!!!He was late also. haha. kie then finally changzhi answered my call and told me they were at the hall so we went up to find them. Hmm. val , changzhi and xiaohan was there.

After the chatting we went to find Ms Lim. She was kinda busy with her Mathematics department stuffs(games). So didnt get to chat much.We started to walk around the hall. PLayed five stones , chinese chess , use chopstick and pick up the marbles and Snake and ladder. Actually i wana make the tile de. Then can draw on top of it. BUt then no more tiles le. Sigh. So me and changzhi went to line up for the hyna( spelling error) thingy. Erm its the indian tradition drawing i guess. Wait for so long sia. HOt and stuffy in the hall. OH well. nvm its over. haha. The lady drew a butterfly on the right hand* :)
Didnt had much things for us to play le so we decided to leave the school. Val went to meet huiqin. Sad. huiqin cant come. Caused she had something on. changzhi and clarence went home and went to meet my sister go shop shop. Hmm changzhi , clarence and i was on the same route. On the way towards the bustop, We started to look for the lampost that i had wrote something on , claremce's plaster pasted on it. lame. kie. Look look look. still cannot find. SAD. :( The we give up and head for the busstop and said goodbye.

I waited at the bus stop for so quite long then my sister finally reach. We went to town as she wants to buy clothes. I so good sure will acc her de. Should not had go wif her. I saw three shirts from Honey and Bee , Bustop , the third shop i forgotten the name , that i like. But i cant buy. Mummy say i cant buy. Gt too much le. sobx. So i end up bought a pencil case. Then she bought the clothes she wants.

Ate quite alot of things today like beard papa ( cream puff and cheese stick ) and shilin..... Must go on diet le. Eat too much. hmm. thats all for today bahx.]

SORRY!!!

Changzhi and my hand

Sister

Before

After

Changzhi

Valerie

xiaohan

clarence

Class decoration

2005-07-18T20:51:00.000-07:00

Hmm. Today didnt get to meet cecilia on the bus so meet her at the busstop near to the school. Well. I didnt press the bell on time. Sooo. had to walk the longer way. From the stop after Plaza to interchange to meet cecilia. Woah. tiring sia. kie. When we reach the school, cecilia found out that she had forgotten to bring her independent file to school. All our comments was like : die liao. Hmm i can sensed that shes worried. Poor thing. Next time dun forget to bring le kie. After that normal lessons then had P.E. Sigh. cant play games. Caused it was about to rain. So.. had to go back to class. Slack. After recess had maths again. then two free period cause Mrs Yee had some things on. So spend the two periods doing the class decorations with eunice , cecilia and yanzu. Then Eunice found out that we are short or some colours, so cant continue. sianz.

After csp we stayed back to do class decorations. Yea. We stick up the stars liao. Looks nice. Hope that it will not drop down *choi choi* -touch wood- We hope that we can finished it as soon as possible. As we dont wish to drag it. Thats all for today. Had to do Social studies homework.

.Get Well Soon.

Thanks to all Of You

2005-07-16T18:09:00.000-07:00

Sigh. i guess alot of peolple also had heard of that accident which happended recently.

At first
I could not accept the fact , I could not erased that image off my memory , That image kept floating in my mind , Seriously thinking that i'm the one who had caused that to happended , Felt guilty , sad and Starting to Hate myself . Kept on crying .

But after the sessions that i have with Ms Zahara , things starts to change.
I learn to accept the fact , The image starts to fade away slowly, I start to accept that it was actually an accident. an accident that no one had ever expected. Started to believe that it was no ones fault. And no one was to to be blamed.

Most importantly, I'm not the only one who are upsad about it. my friends were sad about it too. I'm not the only one whom has the fear about the incident , my friends have it too.
But. They are the ones whom encourage me. Even though they were sad about it. Sadly, i didnt do anything to cheer them up. So I started to feel that i'm so small. They were much more stronger than me. I'm really glad that i have friends around me. Cheer me up when i'm down. I
will try not to let your worry anymore le. I love u all* (cecilia.liwen.eunice and more)

Ms Zahara told me to learn from the mistakes and Ms Phang said that Life must still goes on.
So i learned to be really careful at all times and not to let my parents, sister and friends to worry about me anymore. AND I cant stop because of what had happened. I must carry on with my life!

JIA YOU YIXIN!!

Get Well Soon!

Happi 70th St John's anniversary

2005-07-01T19:19:00.000-07:00

1st of July, A day where St john members celebrates St.John's day. This year happened to be the 70th year so there was a carnival on 2nd of july held in the Headquarters to celebrate it. i tink. not really sure too. oh well. nvm. Each of us was given 2 tickets to sell, each S$5. I expected that nobody would want to buy it, so no choice, i have to buy it. So total have to pay S$10.

Sigh. today also happened to be the NCC day. So... the NCC and St. John have to fall in at the parade square. haiz. Overall parade commander is from NCC. why? hmmm.
From what i heard frm pui yan. She says, pei yuan sir told her that she is also the parade commander just the place she stand and the NCC commander stand is different.
haha. Then the NCC squad so big so.. haiz. we end up we are at the corner. Looks really werid. Cause we are not even in the middle of the parade square. nvm bahx. Its over le anyway.

Tmr have to go for the carnival. wondering would it be fun not? Should be fun la. Cause Cecilia and Xueling also going with me together. haha. luckily our school got transport to there, can safe some time on tavelling by MRT. Cause our St.John Headquarters is located at beach road i tink. Nearest MRT station is Lavander. Have to take some time to travel to there.

Tmr, Also happened to be Phine phine de birthday. haha. So many coincidence( erm. i dun really know how to spell it) events. So after the carvinal thingy. We will be going to Phine Phine house and celebrate with her. Thats all ba. (:

23.06

2005-06-22T11:28:00.000-07:00

Sigh.. School starting soon le.. Stil have geography homework not finish yet.. I still have camp on the last three days of my june holidays. sad. haha. but nvm la. This is the last camp for me le. Must go!!! Ytd i bought Curry Chicken , Cambell and tuna for the camp. All are canned food la. haha. Dunno allow not. lolx. Hope can bahx. hmm. Didnt know much about this camp. The shedule and stuffs. sianz. Have complety no idea what would be going on.. Hope it would be a nice camp? At least a memorable one. So that my four years of memories in St. John would have a touching , and sweet eding?? Aiya......... Sad... oops. i think i said too much le. haha. This camp last three days from 24.6 - 26.6. I would missed out alot of shows... argh. Especially the friday's night show on channel U<<. Jui wu zhi zhun.>> Think that its spell lidat bahx? Have to go and have my breakfast le. After breakfast would be time for me to finish my geography homework and at around evening to pack my camps stuffs. Don't miss me too much on the days when i'm not around arhx.haha. BB :)

Sakae Sushi

2005-06-17T23:41:00.000-07:00

Today went to lOt 1 de Sakae Sushi with feng ling , cecilia , jielin and Xueling . Ate not really much lah... haha. I'm in love with the fried tofu! Taste realli great. The skin was crispy then inside was soft.. The sauce was very nice too.. haha. OMG. my saliva drooping liao le. *wipe wipe* We altogether ate 15 plates of sushi and the price was $41.55. Not realli Expensive lah. Cause the price was divided. lol. Then we went to buy our things. That all bah for today.

Yesterday mah... My two little cute cousins zin zin and hui hui came to my house with my aunt. haha. They were so adorable!! Suddenly felt that there was a huge age gap between me and them. Zin zin is in primary Four and hui hui is in kindergarden 2. Wherelse i'm in Secondary four.. U see the difference between me and them. haha. BUt nvm. i not really old. Still can managed to mix with them and play. They had dinner at my house and my daddy send them home. thats all bahx. :)

Sakae`Sushi

Xueling , Cecilia , Fengling

My cousins*

Hui Hui.. Shes so Cute!!!

Me and Zin zin

Kbox

2005-06-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today went to K BOX with xueling and cecilia. haha.Had so much fun... Found out that my singing was terrible. oH NVM. This is expected de. Lolx. The lunch we had was blacK pepper chicken. The taste. still can take it. But the potato? and the octopus taste werid for me. Took quite a no. of pic in the room.. muahaha. All of us like mad de. super duper high. Stand on the sofa so more. We sang songs mostly from F.I.R. , ENERGY and lot more. haha. F.I.R. so cool man. omg.. xueling u see la. u make mi start to like F.I.R. le. hmm.. my lunch for today at Kbox.

Hmmm. we stayed there till about 3 ++ . The we went to IMM. walk walk walk. Then xueling went to DMK bought a pair of pink sandals. hehex. Had lots of un today wif xueling and cecilia.

BUt will be more fun wif u* kie .

When i got home and upload the pic from my dig then i found out that i frogot to change the size of the picutres.. So end up all the pictures v big. sigh...
hmm that all bah. tata***

Photos**

Yea

2005-06-11T14:52:00.000-07:00

yEA... This skin is made from me de... Cant realli say that i know how to make blogskin. Cause The codes of the frames is darren make de. Then i took the codes under his permission and changed it.. Hmm. Still don't really know how to make the frames.. Sigh.. I still think that it is lacking of somethings.. Maybe its the cerdit ba.. Maybe.. I took the background picture from advanced anime. Well. I guessed that there are still lots of room for improvements. Although this is not a really nice skin. But i put in my effort le! :)

Later maybe going to westmall with my sister.. hehex. Can go shopping..

Oh ya. my birthday is comin le!!!!!! 9 more days...

20.06.89

Sooo.. happi. Don forget my presents arhx.. haha. jk!

Thats all !!!!

2005-06-04T21:25:00.000-07:00

sIgh.. Tired to make my own blog skin.. BUt its seems so diff lei.. i Dun really how to use the HTML code... Help help!! Need Some help. The hotspot dun link up.. Argh. Nevermind. I'll try again some other time bah. Oh ya.. sigh.. I hv two projects to do... CME and Social Studies.. CME poject i tink its not tt hard.. The Social Studies project makes me headace. Hmmm.. Need to do research on Punggol 21. If i want go there and take some pictures.. I'll need to travel till so far.. OMg. I hv no idea on how to start project. Haiz.. Nth much to sae le. Needa crack my brain le. I haven touch Ms Phang's test paper yet.. Have to start it soon le. My bdae is arriving!!

:) soo happi!!!

Hehehx

2005-06-02T18:37:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. How shld i start. OKiex. At around 5pm plus plus. I went to my blog, Suddenly i see no background. AAAHHHH. i shouted. I didnt know what happended so i started to tink. Maybe the creator of this skin deleted the background of the skin. Means he or she is no longer hosting the picture. Tired to host the background before, But it don't seems to work. So now no choice had to try again. Finally can host liao. Muahaha.. I copied the wrong code last time so it didnt work. I shld actually copy the Url code but i copied the tag code instead. Sianx. haha. But the problem is solved anyway!!! The background is BACK. Haha.

Oh ya. Gt another bad/terrible , thing happened on mi. Omg. its so DISGUSTING! I bought a 100+ drink when i was on my way home with liling. Then i stated to drink till about 1/4. GUess wad i saw. Ant? ya... sian. Puking"* ... One dead one alive.. Lucky its outside the bottle. Then i quickly head back to the shop and asked for a change and i change for kinder bureno.Lost my appetite sia. Argh.. I will never buy any drink from that shop anymore.

Hmm... tmr comin to school early for my dnt project. Must try to finish as soon as possible. If not sch reopen not much time left le. TtS all ba.

The end :)

Its Another day

2005-05-31T20:57:00.000-07:00

its another normal day. still need to report to school for lesson. sigh. its already holiday le lei.. SoBX. Holiday also cant celebrate much. Need study caused my result was BAD.
Today: hv Social studies lesson in AVA room. Sian. i didnt learn anythign much. After tt i went to plaza wif xl , hl , jl , fl , cc and phine. We went to the library as xueling wan to borrow story book. Its like a miracle. haha. Hmm. spend quite a long time there. Finally... i found a book and borrowed it.. yea. Long time never borrow Books from the library. Kinda miss tt feeling of borrowing books. Sounds stupid hor? kie wdv. Hmm.. nth much to say le ba. i tink tts all for today ba..

xin_______________________*

The day has come

2005-05-30T23:39:00.000-07:00

The day... 30th Of May Has come.. sigh... For paper 2 , Section Tian xie han xi.. I onli gt 2 correct i guess. Sobx.. Actually can get 4 correct de.. one of the word i frgt to put a stroke. So the word actually shld be this 荐 . But i wrote the word like this..

ERm its abit ugly la. Hmm. Dunno whether i can get A not.. three words worng means i already lost six marks. Thats alot lei. Sobx.

Aniwae. 30th Of May is another big dae for XUELING. Its her birthdae. lolx. Happi Birthdae!!!
We( xl , jl , phine, cc and mi) went to bugis to shop for xl's present and we bought her a Forever Bear.. HEhx, Happi le hor. Soo happi. Took alot of pics. haha. My leg hurts after all the shopping.. Haha. I guessed i walk too much ba.

Tts all for todae ba. Taken at bugis* today

yixin(me_*) and Phine*

New Skin

2005-05-26T16:40:00.000-07:00

Hey. I Got A new Skin.. haha. Hmm. Hope one day i'll design my own skin and used it.. Still tryin to learn. Sigh... tmr getting back my report book..Have no eyes to see it.
30th of May is comin... OMg. iTs just 4 more days from now and i will be sitting for my chinese O level Examination..Must at least strive for an A2. I know its tough but no choice my other subjects are even worse than this. sobx... Wish me All the best!! tata ~

2005-05-24T22:42:00.000-07:00

Coach Carter

Tension mounted as the Richmond High Oilers faced the upcoming basketball championship.
The town was wild with excitment over their undefeated team and the bleachers were filled with cheering fans for every game.

No one could imagine that on January 4, 1999 the community would erupt in dissention and so many lives would change forever when Coach Ken Carter padlocked the gym, refusing the players access for failing to keep up their grades.

Inspired by a true story, "Coach Carter" is an inspirational account of a controversial high school basketball coach, Ken Carter (Samuel L. Jackson), who received both high praise and staunch criticism when he made national news in 1999 for benching his entire undefeated basketball team for poor academic performance.

Set in Richmond, California, this rousing, heartfelt protrayal of human courage and conviction is about overcoming the obstacles of your enviorment and showing young men a future that stretched beyond gangs, drugs, prison, and even basketball.

Hmm... Had a great time today @ Causeway Point and the show was hmm... interesting. Lolx. Had dinner and went home le. Tired liao.. niTez NItez.. * Sorry to U *

Visit the website for more info about the movie : Coach Carter

last training

2005-05-22T18:06:00.000-07:00

20th of May...

Hmm.. received all the results... kinda depressed..haix.. marks for combined Hum dropped..
Then today is the last training for us in st.john. *sad sad* The first parade took a very logn time to start and end. Caused today was the first time for the SEC ONE members to wear their Full Uniform. Gt alot of problems like... Then i had to help them make the hole for the crest. Thx to Mr Ng's pair of sisscor.. haha. Had lecture about the camp after the first parade. So we procced to the classroom. Yawz.. after the lecture was Photo-takin i tink.. so fun. For the informal pic: mi , py and cc actually wan to sit infront de. but we found out tt it was a bit hard for us to sit on the floor in out full U. so we quickly went back to sit on the bench beside Mr yong.. Then were still discussing about wad to pose but we dont hv enought time soo.. end up i also forgt whether we had pose anot. Lolx. We had break after photo-takin and was followed by footdrill session. Naysitah, Aysha , farhana , cecilia , suriati? (i dunno how to spell ur name.Forgive mi kiex) and yixin(mi) trained the sec 2.. haha. SoOO tired.. bUt i guess the sec2 were much more tired than us.. jia you* Next was last parade. it ended smoothly.. yea... And it was time for ur to gte change and went home... Reached home at ard 7++ .. Miss abit of ( AH WANG) sobx. Luckile gt ask my sis to help mi record. The eding was nto wad i expected.. BUt it was still a happi ending for me.. After tt i went to bath and played Mpale story. Soo happi.. i'm finally lvl 30. Still could not make up my mind whether to be a cleric or fire wizzard.. BUt still i became a FIRE AND POSION WIZZARD.. Sad news.. Maple story onli left with 10 channels.. sobx... tts all ba.

Taken during the break*

Mi , isabel , Cecilia

yea

2005-05-17T20:54:00.000-07:00

yeAAA... Finally. This dae.. 17th May ARRIVED !!! Last dae OF examinations. Haaahaaa. Hmmm.. today the DNT paper kinda hard to mi... No confident at all.. sObx. :(
Hope wont fail so badly ba... tOdae after the exam , went to town to shop..Bought clothings for myself... hehex. sooOo happi... Then i Spend ard $40 plus todae ba.... Walk till my leg pain.
tmr takin clz photo. Scared i wont look nice on the photo... :/ Wad to do?? lol
sianz... gettin back all the results tis week i guess... i'M so scared.... will i do well??? will i fail badly??? hmm. i will never know the answer right now.... but soon i'll know the answer. Hope tt its a god news ba.. tts all. cya. :)

Two more papers to go

2005-05-13T21:21:00.000-07:00

Finally..... I hv left onli two more papers to go.... Sci MCQ & DNT. haha... Todae i had a great time lei.. Firstly i went to plaza to eat wif xueling , Cecilia , Jielin , Hanlee , Fengling and Liling. Then went shopping ard plaza for a while and cecilia they all went to jie lin house. So i went to met him.. Had a Great time.
After tt, i went to meet up xueling and cecilia at causwae point. hAHA. Cecilia and xueling each bought a coinpouch and a hp key chain. wE went shoppin ard there and each of us bough a watch. Lolx. SooOO happi.

The watches

Opps xueling hand gt squashed

Fren of the dae

Chen Xue Ling aka CUTIE

xueling.. hm... Althoug i know u for almost four years. i onli get close to u two two years ba.. Strange hor? Maybe our fate haven come.. haha. Tis person loves GREEN alot. Mostly everything she likes is green *Omg* lolx
Her future house wanted to be painted in green colour and hv watermelons ard to decorate it.. lolx. funny. Her fav Cartoon character is PIGLET. which is in pink... *too bad* haha
AND her motto is - SMALL BUT BRAVE -
hmm tts all ba.. nth muCh to sae le. hope our friendship runs long. muahaha.

TATA

two paper down

2005-05-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

YEaaaaaaAAAaaa... two paper down and left four more...
hehe. nth much to sae about today. Hv chinese paper today... Gt quite a no. of words i dunno how to write. then tt zhi wei happen to sit beside in the hall. He dint bring his chinese dictionary so he tries to said tt 2/3 of it in already in his brain. lolx. so funny.
Nth much to sae le.

SoooOOOooo let mi introduce my Gd fren Cecilia.

(cecilia ) (me)

hmmm.I know cecilia nearly 4 years le. Woah... Times flies arhx. LOLX. shes a v helpful lady. caz i often overslept so whenever she don see me on the bus then she would call mi up and ask whether i'm still sleepin. If i'm still sleepin she would wake mi up. But then i would i end up comin late to school.. :( hmm. dunno wad to write liao. So...oo

The end

2nd of mAY

2005-05-02T13:07:00.000-07:00

Wheeee. its 2nd of may and it means that i've only left less than a week to prepare. SOBX.

5MAY. ENGLISH p1 & p2
6MAY. CHINESE p1 & p2
9MAY. PRACTICAL EXAM (Chem & Phy )
10MAY. EM p1 & SS
11MAY. PHYSICS p2
12MAY. CHEMISTRY p2
13MAY. CME & GEOGRAPHY
16MAY. SCI ( MCQ )
17MAY. DNT

Die la. haiz.. must go study le..miss U.. TATA ~

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2005-05-01T01:00:00.000-07:00

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Trust

2005-05-01T00:50:00.000-07:00

.TRUST.

I hate people who dun have trust in other poeple. Haiz. issit really so diffcult to trust someone?

Ssoo long didnt updatz le..Abit rusty le. lolx.

Mid Year Exams is on nxt week. kinda scared. I will be realli diasppointed if i didnt do well in tis mid year exams. Although i'm not those type of hardworkin poeple. BUt i'll try. If not i will neber be able to make it for the comin O level.. must study hard.. Hope i'll score well ba...

TaTA*

Tour to Spore Poly

2005-02-05T22:50:00.000-08:00

Sigh.heard frm cecilia and Hong sheng that i was on tv. Omg. Sian diao. Then cecilia also mention to me that i was actually smiling towards the camera. aAAAhhhhHHHH. Felt so.. erm. how to sae..EMBRASSING. haha.
BUt luckily not only mi alone was on tv.. fengling and cecilia was on tv too. Actualli today our trip to spore poly was not realli mainly for the open house. But to see taufiq. Lol. then when we were in the convection hall seein Taufiq. I was like squash into pancake. When he appear on the stage, the ppl there was like hypo excited.. my poor leg being stepped by ppl for countless times sia.sob.
LOlz. then after the touring stuffs, cecilia and mi went to clemetie?(dunno how to spell) to hv lunch at ard 4 pluz. After that then we head back for home le. TTs all.. TATA~ '
hope to updatez more.. hehex

Christams eve

2004-12-23T13:16:00.000-08:00

Hey.. its Christmas EvE. (24thDec'04..)*

22thDec'04

Hmm.. went to phine's house in the afternoon for the christams party. Played block catchin , PS2 and blah~
Hmm.. had lots of fun.. lurve the food.... SSOOooo NIce.. HEEx.then after dinner , its time for exchanging of presents. Yeah~ receive a Bear from xueling. Soo HAPPI.. pooR cecilia received a can of dog food. I tink tt was the most Special presents CC received barhx.
Then each of us ( cc , xl , mark , edwin , kenny , fengling , hanlee ) received a handphone taG from jl and phine. HaPPI ~ after all tt we went down to had some water games.. Then gt 2 policeman came.. take down our particulars. hmm heard frm edwin that they took down our particulars in case gt anythings happen they can find us?? Got one of the policeman quite cute lei.OOps...lolx...name i frgt liao lei.. wasted... hehex.. jkjk
After the games we head back to phine's house..we all were wet accept the guys.. Dry up ourselves then we went back home.. Cc's dad fetch mi home.. so touched.. haha. Will upload the pic of the presents nvt time..sori

23th dec'04

WEnt to Lot one with xl and cc... then after that went cc and mi went to meetin at Mac. Sobx.I'm in charge of the CPR thingy. dIE le lah.. SUDDENLY...it reminds mi of the First aid comp. Omg.. tt doc sae my CPR need to practice more.. Sad.. kie.. after meetin went to meet back xl.. then we went to kranji shop, bought some clothes. then change venue to town.. Last destination of the dae.. Herren.bought his present. then head back for home.Sianz. wait for the bus 106 at clemetie ? ( dunno hwo to spell) for veri long then come...stand till leg pain.. caz todae walk too much le..then reach home and had my dinner.

24th Dec'04

Todae stayed at home. HMM.. bout to start my homework le..wahaha.. finally clear my shelves. Realli muz start studyin le..if not i'm dead.. HEHEX.. TTS ALL.. tata. MeRRy ChrISTmas.. HOHOHO..

argh!!

2004-12-15T14:42:00.000-08:00

Long time no come here and update le.. lazy.. haiz... school startin soon.. Sianz. homework not done yet.. die liao le lah.hehex.ytd went to plaza MAC..Had a meetin for the christams party at Phine house.We draw lots to decide who to buy the presents for. Didnt expect that i would draw till *YOU. hahax.cannto sae the name out mahx.. if not not fun liao le. After the meeing, actualli we were gg to jielin house de.. BUt... her mom's tired and wants to rest.. So we change venue to Edwin's house..BUT only mi , CC , xl , jl , phine , mark and kenny went. Fengling and hanlee went home instead. WAhA.ha... we played his PS2.haha...we lyk mad lidat.. shout here and there.hmm. wonder what shlud i buy for *YOU.. headace.. lolx.. stil have bout one week to think bout wad to buy... 22 dec ... the party... how would the party be like??? hahax..
Must come here updatez more liao.. hahax... if not it will be collectin more dust everyday...sobx.

Then recently receive an e-mail from fengling.. bout jap food i tink.. cant remember that well.. hehex.. saw this pic.. i tink its real cute !!! :D ~ tata~

UpDaTinG TimE

2004-12-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

29th NOV'03

First day of my Senior Spec Course...kie.. first we are seperate into different groups , then we had interacting among out group. My group was Bravo 6 Section 2. wahahA. Sit for quite a long itm ein the MPH
(Mutli purpose hall). Cause the dunno who is down in a meeting.
So the whole course had to sit and wait for tt veri person to come and give his speech.. We were told that the speech should last about 2hrs , but due to time constrain, is was shorten till for about 15mins.. PHeW.. Then i had to learn armed drill within one dae so that i can make it for the armed drill tmr...

30th NOV'03

Second day of my Course, today i had mutual and armed drill test.. haha.. luckily i pass both of the test.. lolx..Although my armed drill was.. ermx... terrible, BUt its my first time.. so i tored my best le.i guess.
hiaz.. i thing i dun like about this coutse was that , the place that we had lunch was SOooO far away. Then we could not walk there, so had to march all the wae there.Sobx.. march till there fro lunch still need march back.. By the time i march back my food already had digested liao le.LOlx

1st DEC'03

WAHWAHAA....todae was my pass out dae. so happi.. had POP (Pass out parade), then got my landyard?(i dunno how to spell) BUt then tt thing was for NCC de.. dunno st.john can wear anot also... sobx..BUt still happi after all cause i no need to wake up at 5 plus and travel all the wae to yio chu kang to attend tt course le...

2nd DEC'03

Went to Gombak stadium to help out in the instructor course thingy..Then went home and slept the whole dae i guess...Nth much after all..

3rd DEC'03

HAD sT.JOHN training todae so had to go to school in the morning. then after my training went home and rest.Then decided to go to marina bay to join CC they all.. at first i thought they went there for picnic , BUt then i know tt they went there for steamboat. But then didnt get to fly the kites. wasted sia.Ate alot of things todae...chicken , sotong , fish,fishballs and stuff.. lolx.. enjoyed myself todae.. lolx.
But poor mi had to travel to marina bay myself... So sian... but luckily i didnt get lost and found cc they all...with the help frm edwin...thx alot arhx.. =)

IcE cREAmS

2004-11-26T22:28:00.000-08:00

~wahaha~

I'm so happi todae.. my mom bought 9 WALL'S MAGNUM ALMOND Ice cream !!!
For the pass few dyas.. have been eatin non-stop.. chocolate , tibits and blah~~ OMg... sch reopens , durin PE lesson.. I don dare go take my height and weight le lah.. SOBX...hmmx..
For height.. hope get taller abit? i not greedy de.. for my pass yr wishes.. i hope to grow taller.. BUt.. sadly.. my wish doesnt seem to come true.. haiz..then now.. more worst. my night mare comin liao.... WEIGHT!!! muz start to exercise le... hmm.. muz BI SHENG!
mUZ overcome my laziness...*dunno how to spell* or else my nightmare would appear lolx...

MY ICE CREAMS!

cLOSE up of my ice cream

PineappLe TarTS

2004-11-25T10:48:00.000-08:00

26th November

Haha.. my Ever FIRST mdae pineapple tart!!!

Although the shape looks abit weird? BUt... hehex.. i design de lei....hmm...Does it look lyk pig?

Its abit burnt on the surface.. OPppS... cannot blame mahx...I'M not skillful at these.. Soo.. it expected to get burnt a little... =p Wdv.. kie... Its a piece of my hard work!! Muz Apprectiate it HorZ.... hehex...

BUh byE

nEw skin !

2004-11-24T21:44:00.000-08:00

hmm.... had changed my blogskin this afternoon... Quite happi with it... Previous blogskin was lyk abit small.. So change to somethin bigger.. LOlx...

Done nth much todae.. Cant play maple.. sever down barhx....sobx...Last night slept at about 1a.m.and as usual.. I waked up at ARd 12p.m... OPPs... did i slp too much? =p

haiz....today abit sad... Caz of ...... I made my fren angry.... Actualli it was mi who start to get angry first de....So it was all my fault...Reali dunno wad i was thinkin about.. haiz.... *punch* myself.....Sobx.....

TTs all for todae... nITEz niteZ..

Can memories be erased?

2004-11-22T23:42:00.000-08:00

CAN MEMORIES BE ERASED?

hmm. Had physics test todae.. guess its hopeless...hai.z.. went to Jurong point and watch the movie The forgotten

Synposis of the movie
What if you were told that every moment you experienced and every memory you held dear never happened?
In Revolution Studios' haunting psychological thriller The Forgotten, Telly Paretta (Julianne Moore) is tormented by the memory of her eight-year-old son Sam's death in a plane crash 14 months ago. While trying to work through her grief, and her subsequent estrangement from her husband Jim (Anthony Edwards), she is informed by her psychiatrist, Dr. Munce (Gary Sinise), that she is suffering from delusions, that her son never existed and she is fabricating his memories. Stunned, she tries to find evidence of Sam's existence photos, videos, scrapbooks.
But it has all disappeared.
Telly is convinced she is going mad until she meets Ash Correll (Dominic West), the father of one of the other plane crash victims. Together, they embark on a search to prove the existence of their children and reclaim their sanity.

hmmz... this movie kinda mystery type or should i say werid? lolx..
Maybe..
One dae u would be erased and be forgotten....wHo knows... =P

Ming Wei thx alot for ur help..and those stuffs u told mi...lolx..take care..=D

2004-11-19T14:37:00.000-08:00

Maple story

http://www.mapleglobal.com

~Magician~

-MOnsters-

King Slime

cUTE HOR.. LOLX...

hmmmx

2004-11-19T12:34:00.000-08:00

YtD got chemisty Re-test...Omg.. dunno will pass anot...den after the test gt Ms Phang E-math remedial.... So Cc, zl and mi when to the computer lab one...We were a bit late though...after math rememdial... cc and mi when to meet up xL...
WE had lunch at KfC....AfTer lunch we started to shop ard plaza.. caz actually we shld hv tution by my veri chio jie jie -shui huat- at 2pm..
But.. he went to dairy farm to swim.. So....he said he would be late and thus change the time to 3pm...
DEn we had nth else to do at plaza.. so went to MaC.. sit down and chit chat while waitin for him... Lolx...CC had sae out a Vv funny thing tt her and xL ENCOUNTER.. loLX...pooOr xl....
Kie... den durin tutiton....we studied physics and practice a bit of mathematics... till ard 5 pluz den we left liao...
WAhahH~ tts all liao..Physicz retest comInG soon... haiz.. muz go K book again le.. tata..=D

Family tree

2004-11-16T12:43:00.000-08:00

kie.. mY family tRee...From the start to the bottom...

Grandpapa = Mathew chua
Grandmama = Dorreen C

Papa = Edwin Huang
Mama = JuN WEI

On-gu gu = Zhiling

Bro = Mark lee

Twin sister = xueling

my FAMILy pets CoRNER

i have a dolphin growing in hse bath tuB..
dOLPHIN = josephine

plant = jie lin

Dog = cecilia

Cat = liling

tts all ba i tink... Hope i nvber forgot anione...If i had forgetten u.. plz let mi know.. thx..=D

2004-11-16T12:31:00.000-08:00

OMg... juz found out tt i have not been updatin for abt 8 to 9 days....kie. shld update it nw le.. tis few days hv been busy playin Maplestory..
sO..end up not cumin here to updat.. so sOrI....
HMM..anione interested to play maplestory.. visit tis webby and dL it.. den add mi worh....
http://www.mapleglobal.com..
I'M A mAGiCIAn.. lolx...
kie.. I alsO had watch the movie *TAXI*.. tt taxi was so amazing...below is the synopsis of *TAXI*

Release Date : 11 November 2004“Chicago’s” Queen Latifah and “Saturday Night Live”’s Jimmy Fallon team up in this non-stop action-comedy. Latifah is New York’s fastest cabbie whose skills behind the wheel and souped-up car help an overeager undercover cop (Jimmy Fallon) pursue a gang of female bank robbers. Starring : Queen Latifah, Jimmy Fallon, Ann Margaret, Gisele Bündchen, Henry Simmons, Jennifer Esposito

haiz.. i still haven go watch Princess Daires two...SobX...rEally muz find one dae and watch tt....
Haiz...ChEMistry and Physics retest coming soo.. muz study liao...JIa yOU to mi kie...=D

long time didnt update le

2004-11-09T19:06:00.000-08:00

Didn't know tt I haven update my blog for days.. weLL.. shld update it now...
KKz..had physics and Amath remedial todae.. After all the remedials , went to sakura to had our lunch.. aFTer lunch den we start walkin to zhiling house.. which was at Keat hong..(erm.. shld be correct spellin?)
WAlk walk walk.. finally we reach our destination..lolx.. den we start playin games and stuffs lah...haha...
Football..wahaha...instead of mi kickin the ball.. i kicked my brO leg..sorri hor.. cannot blame mi oso lah.. caz i dunno how to play ma..
HMM.. dunno wad to add liao.. end here ba..

Doll master

2004-11-06T18:42:00.000-08:00

Doll Master

ytd went to catch the movie DOLL MASTER with cc , xl and papa... hmm.. tis show to mi is rather horror and disgusting... can visit this webby for more info.. lolx... http://www.encorefilms.com/dollmaster/
Reali muz thx CC ytd durin the movie.. caz for most part of the movie, i was lyk covering my eyes and hide behind her hand...den i kept askin her wad happened? WAs tt person dead?
HOw did tt person.......So cecilia had to tell mi .. and i actually made her miss out some part of the movie caz she was busy tellin mi wad happened...*SorrY*
Ur can say that i am useless.. ya indeed ...Tt movie to them was lyk nth lor.. tt xL was lyk veri calm for the entire movie...not scared or wdv... lolx...haiz...
i WAn to watch prINCEss diaries 2.. lolx...
Try the Quiz....click tt heart at the bottom of tt web to take the Quiz..
http://disney.go.com/disneypictures/diaries2/flash.html

speechless

2004-11-04T23:45:00.000-08:00

Speechless

nth for todae..HAIZ...sObx...

thx

2004-11-03T21:02:00.000-08:00

once again.. touched by wad my bRo sae.. lolx...hmmm... as wad he sae.. frens are onli dere to giv mi advices... but not to help mi made decision...hmm....
haiz.. i oso hope i can forget abt e past...but... its seems hard for mi to let go.... or maybe i juz could not bare to let go?? iS she realli so gd?? GUess i'm reali jux not gd enuff ba...toO Stubborn, too childish, too petty and not understandin.... *sadded*
When will my miracle appear??
i tired to believe.... buT...itz too hard for mi to accept the true facts ahead of mi...

2004-11-02T16:50:00.000-08:00

Miracles

There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

Its hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe somehow you will

You will when you believe

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Kinda borin dae todae.. had chem remedial in sch.. scolded by ms lim caz of tt toopid tissue paper...haiz...nth much happened actualli..den went home liao..
hmm..on my wae home, CC called mi and ask mi whether wanna go papa hse downstairs.. caz jl wanted to go..still decidin...but tink i not goin le.. caz seems lyk nth for mi to do there... So rather stay at home and ZzzZ..LOLX..
sOmetimes i tink i still.. but.. its lyk too late for anything le...haiz..

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Like all wounds, the emotional wound caused will heal in time... but like all wounds, it will also leave a scar that one have to carry for the rest of the life...

2004-11-01T00:21:00.000-08:00

haiz.. todae spend ard 5 hrs at plaza mac eAtin , PLayIN , chattin and studyin...lolx.. had a balloon in mac.. so happi... lolx.. went home at ard .. eRm.. 6 i tink... wif cc and bought my dinner wif her...
hmm.. Izzt diffcult to forget someone? Its seems hard for mi to forget tt veri someone..haiz...maybe is juz lyk wad my bro says..Its takes a lifetime to forget someone...Heres a few phrase which do hv abit impact on mi....

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of Separation from her man...

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget About the girl by going out with another girl...
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his Characteristics from another guy...

kkz... received a call juz nw frm someone... tt call... haiz...GUess i realli done something wrong.. something which could nvber be forgiven...well...exlpaination i guess is no longer important le ba...there is maybe no point for mi to explain ba...Tt person also don wan to talk to mi le... shld i feel sad or happi? i oso dunno..Am i too much? maybe to tt person... i dO... sorry.. haiz...
Feelin abit confuesd rite nw...stuck in e middle of no where...i reali tink i am a failure in everything....why do i stil exist in tis world....haiz...

TriP To JiE LiN hsE

2004-10-30T21:51:00.000-07:00

sobX.. fell down todae while i was on my wae to sch wif cc for st.john...sooO malu.. hmm... after my trainin went to plaza for lunch wif cc and jl.. and guess wad.. we saw ms Phang and ms lim.. lolx.. they were havin lunch too at plaza...kkz..
After lunch.. we went to jL Hse wif ll , mark , edwin , kenny , phine and zk....we start to watch e movie titled.eh. i guess i frgt e title liao...But nvm..we change the movie to dodge ball in less than 20mins.. guess tt show isnt tt popular.. lolx..den zk left early to see doc..*get well soon*
After the show, its showtime for jl's nail polish.. i started to *help* her polish one of her nails...e turnout of her nail was lyk poisoning.. as i used a black nail polish on her nail ma...LOLX.. she was lyk **OMG.. no face to see**guess i still need to practice on tt skill.. SO... i did not give up and begin to practice it on my papa's finger nail.. haha.. den in the end.. out of the 10 fingers of his.. 9 fingers were polished by mi , ll , jl , cc and phine wif a spectrum of colours....we took some pics of papa's nail as a token...jL helped papa to removed the nail polish on his fingers.. saddly..she did not managed to removed all.. caz the nail polish remover happened to used finish...hahaz.. poor papa need to go to plaza wif Jl and company wif his three fingers painted with nail polished for dinner..While kenny , cc and mi went home for dinner....

Jielin.. don sae i nvber write for u hor.. tis part is specially delicated for u de..
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you...
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there...
Really had lots of fun at ur hse todae...thx!

Trust

2004-10-29T18:42:00.000-07:00

It hurts to see the one u luv , luv someone else... but issit a torture to hate e one u luv or used to luv? hmm...Some things in life do happen the wae u wan them to...but sadly , there are things which happened the wae u don wan them to happen... came across this mail few daes ago...I think it is veri meanginful..

Trust
A little girl and her father were crossing a flimsy bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter, "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river."The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand.""What's the difference?" asked the puzzled father."There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind , age, caste or creed but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold urs...

haiz... sad dae for mi todae.. i hurt two ppl's feelin.. reali felt guilty and sorry...haiz.. but sayin sorry is not a kind of excuse to make urself feel better...haiz..somethings given to mi i did not treasure..somethings which shld not happen i made it happened....Find myself a failure..Creatin troubles to others...Why do i exist in this world?? Guess it time for mi to do some soul-searchin....HOw much i wished nth had happened over this few months...

2004-10-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

lol

Test test on how to upload pic...

wOnDeRing...

2004-10-27T20:51:00.000-07:00

Hv ur ever wonder wads luRve? hmm.. sometimes it came to my mind tt.. lurVe onli exist when two hearts are link together... BUt y are there times when two hearts are not link together??hmm... and wHy heartbreaks hurt sooOO much... lolx.. kkz.. back to e topic...
hmm..watch *home run* in sch todae.. quite a touchin movie..Its starts with a pair of shoe lost.. den blah blah blah...~~ lolx..
Nth much happened todae actually.. had lunch at Lot one den went home le...siaN...haiz...
His back frm camp.. guess i felt a little happi.. lolx..nitEZ niteZ..

tiRed outzZz but hapPi..

2004-10-26T19:18:00.000-07:00

hmm.. as usual i wake up at 6.10 for sch... haiz.. alwaz wondering y sch starts soOOO early...sobx... hmm... i was late for e bus *963* so muz take *177* to sch...den poor CC was on e bus which i had miss , so she had to wait for mi at e sch bustop.. buy luckily she was not alone.. gt my god-bro acc her.. lolx..
Nth much happened sch in todae...No lesson for e whole dae.. sianZ...aFter sch.. i went to meet my best paL - VAL-.. lolx.. she was with her fren -simin-.. and thru val.. i noe a new fren name simin..hmm.. we had lunch at long john silver... den val send her fren to e bustop..
We started to shop ard lot one.. walk here walk dere... den val bought a Mr bean's doll? as a bdae present to her fren..which remind mi of e present i bought to jie lin ytd...
oh ya..I received a cute pen frm val as their sch todae had a charity fund sale.. so she bought one pen for mi.. i was lyk ...*waaAA* touched...lolx...
After all e shoppin we were tired and went home... felt borin on e wae home and called CC to chat wif mi one e bus...and kind enuff of her.. she chat wif mi all e wae frm lot one to my hse.. haha... last but not e least , i discover a new blogskin.. waHahah..SooO Happi...kkz..

And for my brO... i wish u all e best.. dun giVe uP... JiA You.. JiE support u!!! nth worth better to u than dan a smile frm her...

LOLX

2004-10-25T21:28:00.000-07:00

hmm.. dun really noe wad to write here....a first timer in this..... dun luff at mi worh...still learin frm my sis how to use this.....lolx.. let mi start with a simple intro of myself...my name is yixin... i have a papa (edwin), mama ( jun wei) , twin sister aka darlin (xuelin) , gugu aka ju-on (zhiling) , ah gong (mathew) , ah ma (doreen C) , dog aka CCB aka ugly ( cecilia) , plant (jie lin ).. last but not least...my bro ( mark)... kk..
Todae went i to town wif cecilia , jie lin , mark , kenny T and seetoh ... Jie lin and mark were E first to reach.. thus they placed a bet of S$1 to see if kenny had gone out of house already anot...Expected by mark.. he was still at home and mark won a prise of S$1 frm jie lin...lolx..
hmm.. we had lunch at a graffite?(opps.. i dunno how to spell) cafe.. den headed towards e neoprint shop.. BUT.. they don't one to take.. so.. haiz.. didnt get to take any prints...sobx..
hmmx.. change our destination to cineleisure... bought jielin bdae present wif cc and i was half BROKE....nah.. jk... After tt, we went to far east shop ard and went home..
Tired after all... haiz. tonight muz hv an early slp to replenish all my energy for tmr...Tts all...